So, I have not updated this blog in well over a month. There goes one of my goals for 2010. Oh well.....
Anyway, things with Madison have been great! She is 2.5 months now and I can't believe all of the new things she has been doing. She is smiling and cooing all of the time and she is mesmerized by her hands. It is hilarious to watch her stare at them and eat them. Forget rattles and shit - it's her new fave toy. So, I go back to work three weeks from this Friday. There are times I am super excited about going back and other times I cannot imagine leaving my peanut at daycare. We are each other's favorite playmates and I have loved every minute of it. So, I am going to relish and soak in every last minute of my last three weeks with her before I go back to the grind and the added stress of work.
Don't get me wrong, I love my job and the people I work with (most of them, anyway) but having a baby changes your perspective like nothing I thought possible. Granted, I don't think I could be a stay at home mom (SAHM), and I commend those women that are, but I am worried about how I will balance it all....and balance it all well. I have heard that going back to work makes you cherish those momentd with your children that much more. I am sure I will be the same way - I just hope those "moments" aren't for just an hour when I get home after a long day at the office. Oh well....
I am not the first and certainly will not be the last woman to be a working mom so I know I'll be fine. I think it's more the anticipation of it all....
Anyway, my little "punkin" is telling it's time to play. Until next time...,..
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